Had trouble deciding what I was to blog about today!  I usually blog about something I have heard or read or something a friend may be going through, but everything seems calm in the world today!  So, this blog is about my thoughts!  My life has really been a whirl wind the last 9 months!  I met a fantastic guy about 5 months ago, almost to good to be true!  It seems he is always taking me somewhere, always busy!!!  We haven't had our first fight or even disagreement!  We get along great!!!!  He loves my daughter and knows we a re a package deal!  He has been staying at my house for about a month now and they broke ground on his new house he is having built!  He has tossed out a comment or two about me "staying" there as well!  I told him yesterday, well, text :),  that I was really happy for him and that I would be sad when he moved into his new house and he text "shit, your going too!"  He said he was planning on asking me, he wanted both Tay and I there too!  We spoke on the phone for a bit and he stated that it's bound to happen the way our relationship has been growing!  I look at the future and I see him in it, I'm just scared!  I swore to myself that I would never be in the situation that I was in before!  I have my own place, knowing it's mine!  It's a rental, but it gives me a sense of independence that I have not had in a long time!  I know I can't hold on to the past, I will never move forward!  And I know that I don't want to be alone the rest of my life.  It feels RIGHT, but I'm still "gun shy" as they say!  I couldn't ask for a better man or better person!!!  My heart says YES, but my mind is stalled!!!  I guess I should take my own advise, pray and let God show the way! :)