Back on the wagon again this week!  The "Fitness" wagon!  I do fairly well through the week and then BAM, here's the weekend and only a few cheats and all I worked for all week is gone!  I didn't have NEAR this much of a problem last year getting where I wanted to be, why is it so hard this time?  The simple answer is:  I should have never let myself get to this point!  It came on gradually, so slow I think I tried to just ignore it!  I'm only 10lbs. over what I was last year, but for me, that's TOO much!  Stress can do a lot of damage to ones soul and body!  Not having an accountability partner has played a big role in my decline!  I also used to teach 7-10 classes a week <- that was HUGE!  My metabolism just flat crashed landed!  I have a long road ahead and I know I have to rely on ME to get it done!  Managing my calorie intake vs. output!  I realized I also need to add more cardio!  MOST important is to manage my choices of food over the weekends!  Weight lifting is going good, it's my favorite workouts!  So, I will be adding morning cardio sessions on T, TH and Fridays and watching my diet closely on the weekends.................I MUST DO THIS!!!!!!!  I may look ok to others, but I know where I have been and I know how to get there, so I need to GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I decided I will use my blog as my accountability partner! :P