WOW!!!  What a Monday this Tuesday has been!!!  After a great weekend with friends and plenty of sleep last night, I was ready for a great day!!!!!  Did some thinking and soul searching, came up with a game plan and some goals and BAM!!!!!!!!!!  I've had bricks thrown at me all day!!!!!!!  I think maybe I should take myself STRAIGHT home, go to bed and restart tomorrow!!!
     I feel like my life is at a stand still or maybe I'm still dragging the past around with me!  All I know is things have got to change, I have to move forward!  My last blog was about putting "me" first and I haven't had much success in that so far!  I don't have a clue where I'm going or what I'm doing!  So what do I do when I get to this place in life?  I kneel and pray, ask for direction and trust in him to get me there!!!  I know there is a better life for me and Tay, I just have to find it, one day at a time!